Sunday, January 11, 2009

PGSE progress report 4... Final??

cross your finger for me, please.

on thursday, Mrs. Taylor drove the portfolios of three of my classmates and myself to the place where they are to be judged. location: generally unknown. but it's somewhere in the county. being judged against other talent in the county.
t-bird says only ten will make it to the next round....
i am so nervous about it. but relieved to be done with it for now. unfortunately i neglected to take pictures, but whenever i get the damned thing back, i'll make a record of the whole set to show off here. and i hope that isn't too soon. i'm already psyched to be spending a month of the summer in Erie, PA.

back to those pics though. i basically pulled all-nighters monday, tuesday, wednesday, and wasn't done until noon thursday XD. and still forgot those pictures! again, oh well. time to move on with my life. which include a paper about photography which was due friday so i have less than 24 hours to write it now, and the best grade i can get is a 'C'. i'm borderline failing the class, so it's better than nothing. and i neglected to spend the last 4(?) months writing it in increments, instead of past the deadline in one 48 hour period. plus the window of time on friday after school. so...57 hours.
my one reward for finishing this ( cause at this point there can't be too many rewards) is spending monday afternoon reading the Law of Talos comic contest entries. it's a competition being run on deviantArt, my home on the internet since 2005, and it is part of what i might be obliged to call a series of competitions being run by a group of popular and friendly artists on the site. and it is really a test of skill. this being the semifinal round, i've pretty much fallen for all the characters left ( not romantically, but fandom-ish, i suppose) and will be devastated no matter who wins or loses. my bet, however, is Blacklillian's characters, Annie and Ginger, aka "The Professor", against Unknown-Person's Karl, the most popular, and only surviving 'villian' of the competition.

all for now. i'm either off to flirt or sleep.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

PGSE progress report 3 + multiple hairs cut

short entry because my parents neglected to tell me we are going to a party this afternoon. so now i have to get ready. i was looking forward to sitting in my own filth all day D:finished and re-matted skate conte!


current works! i really despise the toothpaste one, simple because it is in ebony pencil. which i despise.

and i got a few hair cut. before and after pics

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

PGSE progress report 2

with minimal added background


with a touch more- shutters perhaps? remember the ref pic is only like540x680 pixels or something in that range.
zoom on shuttered area!
another one already, because i picked up a different piece and ran with it until i hit a wall. this time it's a conte crayon composition. the only thing i'm tweaking is the background, because i thought i finished it back in November. it's a touch more, well, monochrome because i neglected to take a new bistre stick, and the one i do have is more of a stub. as is now the white. my dad was going to see if Home Depot was still open, so we hopped in the car, and got there ten minutes too late. bummmmmmerrrrrrr.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

PGSE progress report 1

this entry is dedicated to my art teacher and mentor, Mrs. Taylor. because i'm terrible at formal emails and there are too many files to attach.
Pennsylvania governor's school of EXCELLENCE! portfolio progress: -50%

i'm working from cell phone shots as references for the background of one conte piece. i feel like i already screwed it up D: this is the ref shot








now these are a series of shots (again from my phone, and surprisingly accurate colors) of my 'key chain' picture done in prismacolor pencils. BUCKET OF FUN IT IS.
first- zoom of corner









second








third - i don't understand why these are bigger files D:















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fifth














sixth















seventh- taken with a real camera!
i think (or at least would like to believe) that this last shot has a little too much brightness in the warm colors. but i did add a whole bunch of white to the right side. but t is far better than the cell shots just cause it makes it look rather rich.

and about the work itself XD
metallic things are dreadful and sadistic. after at least an hour of only scrutinizing the rings, i've only done the bottom corner. i'm also lost as to the red-grays in the bottom-right key. does silver even truly exist as a color???

i feel that even though it resembles the original key chain, it hasn't become it yet. i've just figured out ' adding the contrasting color to darken' trick, which is minimally evident near the pinwheel, but i am downright frightened of trying it in the rest of the shadows, which in the reference shot (not shown) are nearly a cadmium red. i am also not sure how to address the background, which was kind of busy. i might use the grayish browns of the table, but i'm partial to the pinkish color that is already in the foreground, which would make it more uniform.

i'll take more zoomed shots for next entry.

all for the artses.


and now some classic literature!

Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. goodness, this book is out there. i picked it up because i read about it in an afterword in my edition of 1984 which i read for school, and there are a lot of parallels. nearly identical, to be precise.
in a nutshell, the story is that of a future where humans are 'decanted' using a manufacturing system and bottles, Henry Ford has replaced God, and by process of 'conditioning' from birth an drugs, the entirety of civilization is 'happy'. sex is embraced, but actually giving birth is shunned. and tiers of society are decided from decantation as well. the story focuses on a handful of unhappy 'alphas' who are smart enough to somewhat think around their conditioning and be unhappy, question society, etc. . One who is a chump with little self esteem goes with a lady friend to an Indian reservation, and meets a young man who is white, Shakespearean, christian and born to a 'civilized' mother who had been left behind on her own vacation years ago. they bring him back to London with them and ideologies clash. in the end civilization in that modern state drive him to suicide. it is very sad.
unlike 1984, it led me to question whether i might enjoy being part of such a society. drugs, sex rock and roll, depending on which 'tier' i were to fall. but the idea of mass-production of humans is frightening. and i don't think i'd like the world much if everything were unified and peaceful. nothing would change. i would say even if you think nothing changes today, it's because things change constantly in the world so we are used to it and roll with the punches.
Brave New World also reminded me of The Giver by Lois Lowry, a book i completely despised as a child. it was the lack of a happy ending, and the choked feeling i had for days after reading it. 1984 left me with a hole in my stomach. but i'm getting hooked on dysotopian fiction, for sure. next on the list is a book called We whose author i am not certain, and maybe even picking up The Giver and its companion Gathering Blue ( also read, verdict: eh).

was John, the young man from the Indian reservation, agreeable because i could identify most with his ideology? most likely.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Sudden Impulse+ Do List 1

i wonder who shall stumble upon this. also, what to post, what not to post, and whether or not i should really be working on this or another in a line of procrastinated-upon term papers.

and so it begins, i suppose.

Tei's Do List ( Chowmein style) #1:

  • term paper rough draft for soc class, due tomorrow, currently 0% finished. eh heh heh.
  • finishing amigurumis for christmas presents ( 4.5 out of ... 7?). and basically no time to do it. Popcorn's can wait until next weekend when she comes over to hang out for two days ( exciting) and we exchange gifts then. she keeps saying she has something nice in store for me. i'm rather curious...
  • Art ( normal) homework. something about drawing shoes. not too exciting.
  • compiling a portfolio to submit to the PGSE. the postmark deadline is the 5th and it look like, a lot of fun. srsly.
  • Graphic Arts class related things. basic photoshop tricks i have yet to learn, and screen printing ' family coat of arms' coasters ( of all things, why coasters?!?!) and suchness.
i'll be posting throughout christmas break, just for the hell of it. there are so many movies i want to see: Benjamin Button, The Spirit, etc...